How sad is this. I do not know where to start. First, my deepest sympathies for all the victims & parents, including the killer's too.
How do you wrap your mind around this type of thing? One minute all is fine and you are taking notes the next a man rushing into your classroom with a gun - with intent to kill. I imagine the moment your classmate is shot dead your world is torn into two. Normal and Chaos. Then, once things settles, you know Chaos still looms, it could be tomorrow or next week this happens again in another town/city. For that matter it could be this evening. Just thinking about this creates a since of "no control" or "fear. A very scary thing. Wow, what a mind bender.
